wisherwell | (no subject)

I've been having to shake myself out of a slump recently, which just made me more scared that I was relapsing WHILE on medication, which just made me more depressed, but I think I've come out of it now... more or less. Whenever this happens, I get terrified of going off medication, but whenever I feel good, I want to try and get off. It's messed up, and I think once I realize that my life is fine with meds, seriously, it is, then I'll be able to move past all this. I haven't been able to get to the CVS to get my fibromyalgia medication, so I've been surviving on extra-strength Tylenol PM (the generic, actually) which I think is giving me really surreal dreams. I swear, I don't actually stalk soccer players in real life but my subconscious sure thinks up funny/alarming things to put them through, not to mention me. I still have no flute teacher and juries are in three weeks, so that royally sucks and I'm not sure what exactly will happen, but I got into the music department while with no teacher, I can work this out too. That's just what I have to keep telling myself.

On a good note, I finally have a B in Research Methods, which means I won't fail my psychology major and life in general. Haven't been able to catch up on all my Supernatural, Community, or Modern Family, but there's only a week and a half until Thanksgiving break tfg.